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i was a total mess

living inside hurricanes

flying cars and homes

fucking disastrous

everything was a wreck

i was afraid of everything that i touch as it will shatter

and vanish into nothingness

hearts,

i cut my own skin

i bit my own fingernails

bleeding

deciding

wondering

fuck..

i am still a ball of chaos

but your hands are delicate,

and warm,

like summer in the 70's

touch me, in parts where i most lost myself

decapitated, amputated

fresh flesh like i did not survive the world war

feel me, underneath the layers of my innocence

naked souls,

lips against lips,

tongue to tongue,

save me,

and grip tightly

out of breath, gasping for air

slippery floor

baby, we are floating

see this dandelion flower?

we were cut loose

this is freedom